i feel like writing alot of today i dont know why but i just feel like so juz shut up before you make any hash and rash comments.
I dont knoe whether i shld go for the china trip. i mean it would be fun but oso boring. i dont want home stay! kena get boy partner!! hope i get a rich one. heehee:) hm, wad shld i talk about? oh yea im gonna rattle on my FREAKING 'bff'. You knoe sometimes i dont knoe why but when u get closer to one person u just feel jealous of her? more jealously? maybe that wad happened to my friend.( i mean then i considered her as a FREN!) i dont knoe WTH she shld be jealous of. I am forbidden to write her name down but sometimes its like i just feel like to spill her dumb name in front of my blog as if she is the headlines of the day. criminal of the day. more like it.
I seriously dont knoe why she shld act like this in front of my facE? am i invisible and not of importance? sometimes i feel that she is a big liar who spills lies to me, and takes as if i am a robot and will be so guillible to listen to whatever CRAP she is talking about. some lies can be so fake until u noe whether is true anot. she tells her lies SOOOOOOO fake till it makes me feel so lame and dumb listening to her.. and her dumb face and her retarded posture just makes me wanna puke. (puking)
besides talking about 'FRENS', i oso wanna talk bout unfriendly people who are of the-type-that-knows-you-but-when-you-say-hello-they-just-dont-say-hi- back type of people. Makes me feeel so retarded waving at them and they just stare at you blankly as if u are an alien who came from mars...guys, WHERES THE ATTITUDE?
i will end this post by telling you something: never ever ever ever trust someone with beloved secrets unless they have sworn to you that they are a robot who will listen to you no matter what you ask them to do( test them first by asking them to eat their shit)